Day 11 Another scan…this one of the brain. If I wasn’t so dizzy I might not be worried. The lady running the scan is really nice. I look closely at her when I exit to spot if she gives anything away about these pictures. She is a sly one. The same fake smile as when I arrived. There is the Doc and he doesn’t look like good news is on the way. You know I have only met him twice but his news is always so bad every time I see him that he is beginning to wear……. “You look so healthy, just fabulous ” he says “for all of this to be going on .” He is stumped! He is now drawn and quartered by me …..Ok…calm down Sis. Girls from Arkansas only key cars. Well more tumors…..can’t seem to grab a break. The Doc wants to do a lot of agressive chemo and radiation. I can’t really see this. The prognosis is not what I was hoping for. It appears I can turn into a chemo child, just to maybe live a little longer. This cancer is everywhere, but I look and feel good! I need to call him in the morning with my decision. <back