Day 4/5/6 Well it’s day 6 and I should regroup on days 4 and 5. I have never had any physical problems and so have a low tolerance for any medications. When Dr, Church (God love her) offered up an assist (pills) I readily accepted. I was in a stupor for two days . . . On Day 6, J (the love of my life) said he really hated to kick my butt, as I had cancer, but I needed to regroup. He was right again! I am hatching an idea . . . the initial introduction to my cancer was so horrible and devastating mentally, that I have been reeling. Was I the only one today with news so ominous? I think not! Who are they? Where are they? Did they shake alone all night and almost have a life ending heart attack? Did someone commit suicide today because no one was there? I am afraid the answer is yes. This can change. We can change how the medical community treats us. That’s right ... us ... my new family . . . <back